i am feeling down to the extreme nowadays and i do not know why.
as times pass by, i really do have a negative thinking on certain things such as: schoolmates, studies, etc
perhaps, i am quite tired of things i have been doing?

Sometimes, i really wish that there will be someone who will be there to lend me the shoulder for me to lean on and tell me everything is ok no matter what has happen. I have been tired of being 'strong' in front of people. Fake smiles has apparently came out nowadays. I have not been in this way for a very very very long time til nowadays. Emotionally unstable as well, is it a hint given from the god that i should really give up?

I know that there definitely be boundaries along the way in life, but recently, there are really a lot of boundaries along the way, til i started to question myself every single days on how to conquer each boundaries that i have been through.


what should i do? i really do nto know. really. i really need someone's advices but i do not know how to seek people for advices nowadays. Sometimes i would post something on twitter and awaiting that there will be someone msging me if i m ok, but there wasnt any texts at all. I am tired of being automatically telling anyone what have i experiencing through right now, 


Why did i offer pp a pair of lending ear and yet pp do not even offer me any? Why?