he was a noble guy ever! i like him, not because he is easily bullied, but was because he always know how to bear and let go.. although, you appear to quarrel with 外婆，but i know he like her... i got a lot of things to learn from him.. yet, he is gone.... :(

i remembered the last thing i did was to give my grandpa ang bao and he gave me a wide smile... the last sentence i answered you was '多几天后，我就要回到新加坡了。”the last sentence that he talked to me was"琪瑛，你们几时回去新加坡？” this was the last sentence my grandpa told me which was during chinese new year if i am not wrong.. the last action i saw him doing was he came back to grandmo's house, wearing a hat and holding on to bicycle, and giving me a wide smile... i always remember when we were young, and grandmo was selling biscuit and everything, he would sometimes gave us biscuit secretly and paying for us... the way he cycle by using left leg to step on paddle followed by crossing over the other side with his right leg and start cycling... Whenever there is leftover rice and everything , grandpa will eat them up all by himself at about 8 or 9pm alone, in kitchen... his favorite seat was bench seat, near master bedroom, and i will always sit beside him and giggle when he fall asleep.. All these memories have been recurring..

yes, he is now gone, gone forever... how i wish time can go back to the past whereby he was still alive... i got things that have not told him... i have hugs that i never hug him... and he left us... :(

i should have go and visit you in hospital the other time.... :(

the memories of you will be deeply crave into my mind...